The Renewal of Our Minds

Anyone who has ever participated in a bible study on Saint Paul is likely aware that the Letter to the Romans is considered Paul’s most complete letter, the closest thing he wrote to a theological treatise, his most mature thought, his magnum opus.  Some say that all Christian theology for the past two thousand years is really just a response to the Letter to the Romans, and I mostly agree with that conclusion.  Romans is a beautiful and brilliant letter, and today we read its crescendo, its great “therefore,” the final hope Paul expresses for his audience.  Paul says, “I appeal to you therefore, brothers and sisters, by the mercies of God, to present your bodies as a living sacrifice, holy and acceptable to God, which is your spiritual worship. Do not be conformed to this world, but be transformed by the renewing of your minds, so that you may discern what is the will of God—what is good and acceptable and perfect.”

Do not be conformed to this world, but be transformed by the renewing of your minds.  What does that mean, and how do we do it?  First, I suppose we need to know what Paul means by the word “mind.”  It is the brain, the intellect?  Is it what Agatha Christie detective Hercule Poirot calls “the little gray cells”?  Does transformation mean we change our minds, like being convinced to alter our outlook by some new evidence or argument?

As is so often the case, here English lacks an adequate translation for Greek.  The Greek word Paul uses here, which we translate as mind, is νοῦς [n-o-u-s], and it doesn’t mean brain.  In fact, in the ancient world the nous was understood not to reside in the head at all, but in the center of us, right where the solar plexus is found.  The nous is difficult to grasp.  Practically every classic philosopher describes it just a bit differently.  It is awareness, self-consciousness, intuition, that which comprehends, that which discerns what is good and true.  Judeo-Christian people who know their Genesis might say that the nous is the image of God in us.   

If we take in all this—this expanded, biblical idea of mind that is so much more than our modern idea of the brain—then what would it mean for the mind—the nous—to be transformed?  It surely doesn’t mean merely changing one’s mind from thinking that Jesus is a nice but delusional dude to believing he is God’s son.  It means something much more like changing one’s… everything.  It means realizing that the things in which we’ve placed importance in the world, things we’ve imagined are gold, are really cardboard.  It means the anxiety, anger, resentment, jealousy, petty yearning which have clung to us all begin to lose their hold, as we wonder how they ever gained their grip in the first place.  It means walking out into the world and the air surrounding us suddenly feeling electric, as with an ionic charge.  It means glimpsing trails of glory flowing behind the people walking amongst us—every one of them—each of whom is also created in the very image of God.

It means all these things.  Do you see?  This is why, when Jesus himself spoke of such a transformation to Nicodemus, Jesus said it was like being born all over again.[i]  This is why Paul makes it the crescendo of his letter, the most important thing of all.  In the first eleven chapters of Romans, and in all his other letters leading up to Romans, Paul has spoken of the trials and tribulations of the world, the Powers that seeks to tear us down, and even the squabbles that constantly threaten to tear apart the community of Jesus itself.  The solution to it all—the thing that makes the difference for everything—is the transformation that comes from the re-newing of our minds, our nous, the center and core of who we are.

Contemporary Christianity too often fails to grasp this.  It is not about a momentary conversion or spoken magic formula.  In the Gospel today, we see what comes from just such a misunderstanding.  Today, Simon has his moment—his conversion, we might say—and he speaks exactly the right words.  Jesus asks him, “Who do you say that I am?” and Simon responds, “You are the Christ, the son of the living God.”  This is a moment Evangelicals love, because in an instant it seems that Simon goes from muddled confusion to faith.[ii]  But immediately after this—literally, in the very next paragraph—Jesus will call Simon Peter “Satan” and say, “You are a stumbling block to me; you do not have in mind [there’s that word again![iii]] the concerns of God, but merely human concerns.”  That’s next week’s Gospel text, so I don’t want to say much more about it now, except that clearly Peter’s flash of conversion, as incredible and awesome as it is, does not transform him in his nous, in the core of his being.  Within scant minutes, he is back to being his old self.  How, then, does the transformed renewal of our minds happen, and how does it look in the world?

Peter’s momentary insight did not immediately lead to transformation.

There is no better Sunday of the year to ask these questions than Rally Day, the Sunday on which we renew our commitment to engaging our faith, granting time and attention to God, and, indeed, coming to church.  Because these are exactly the ways that sustained transformation happens.  For many, transformation may begin with a bolt of lightning, or a startling realization, or even a brush with danger or death.  But renewal—the long-term, gets-into-the-marrow-of-our-souls, changing everything—transformation of our minds only happens with time.  As it did for Simon Peter, whose renewal and changed-being-in-the-world still wasn’t complete when Saint Paul met him in Antioch years after Jesus’ Resurrection, our own renewal will be fragmented and occur bit by bit, moment by moment, over a commitment of time.  Just as when we become adept at a sport, or a musical instrument, or an artistic pursuit, it is steady and regular commitment that changes the way we walk through and see this world. So, how does it happen?

For us, here, we participate in the liturgy.  Think about what we do here, Sunday after Sunday, season upon season.  We sing praise for the awesome God who creates us.  We kneel in humble penitence as we recognize the ways we’ve fallen short.  We hold up our hands to receive the overwhelming grace of the sacrament. 

We go to forum and send our kids to Children’s Church and Sunday School, attend bible study or Christ Care groups, or Daughters of the King, or the Rector’s Book Club, diving more deeply into our knowledge of God so that God becomes our intimate companion rather than someone to whom we begrudgingly give an hour per week of our time.

We volunteer at the Food Pantry, or Shrimp Boil, or as lay chaplains, or in the church service itself, remembering that we are the hands and feet of Jesus and that through our own witness others will discover their minds begin to renew.

The bishop who ordained me[iv] was fond of saying that “We consecrate things by their use.”  He meant that things and places become holy over time when we use them for holy purposes.  What is true of spaces is equally true of us.  As we commit ourselves to the life of discipleship, the things in which we had placed importance in the world—things we’d imagined were gold—will be revealed as cardboard.  The anxiety, anger, resentment, jealousy, petty yearning which have clung to us will begin to lose their hold, as we wonder how they ever gained their grip in the first place.  We will walk out into the world to discover the air surrounding us electric, as with an ionic charge.  We will glimpse trails of glory flowing behind the people walking amongst us—every one of them—as we recognize that each one is created in the very image of God. We will find our minds—our nous, the very center of our being—renewed and our lives transformed, and we will look upon Jesus and say in wonder, as if realizing it truly for the first time, “You are the Christ, the son of the living God!” 


[i] John 3:3

[ii] It is also a moment that Roman Catholics love, since Jesus replies to Simon, “I tell you, you are Peter [Petros in Greek, Cephas in Aramaic, Rock or “Rocky” transliterated into English], and on this rock I will build my church.”

[iii] Here, the word is φρονεῖς [phroneis], but the root is νοῦς [nous].  https://www.billmounce.com/greek-dictionary/phroneo

[iv] The Rt. Reverend Don E. Johnson, Bishop of West Tennessee, Retired

“How Can We Know The Way?” Launched and Climbing!

My new little book, How Can We Know The Way?: Reflections on Belief, Salvation, and Eternal Life was released yesterday, and this morning it ranks #1 on Amazon.com’s New Testament Meditations New Releases chart and #5 on the New Testament Meditations Best Sellers chart!

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Braving the waters

Jill and I are finally watching The Big Bang Theory.  Many will know the premise of the sitcom: Four Caltech scientists live a cloistered existence between their apartments and the comic book store.  When not working, they play superhero, fantasy games, and (when they are feeling especially daring) paintball.  But the risks they take are always pretend.  In fact, much of the show’s humor is about exactly that.  Whenever Sheldon, Leonard, Howard, and Raj consider stepping out and taking an actual risk, their oversized brains rationalize reasons to stay in safety.  They talk themselves into the supposed virtue of their cloistered lives, and one day becomes the next in an unchanging existence.

Today’s Gospel reading in Matthew is the account of Jesus walking on water.  This is one of those universally well-known Gospel stories, like Jesus turning water into wine.  Everyone knows that walking on water is one of Jesus’ most potent party tricks.  But is that the truth this Gospel story intends to convey? 

To get at the question, we have to back up and stitch Matthew’s Gospel back together where the lectionary has pieced it apart.  A few verses before today’s passage, Matthew inserts a non sequitur in which he conveys to the reader the grisly story of the murder of John the Baptist.[i]  King Herod Antipas has imprisoned John for speaking out about Herod’s perfidy and brutality.  As a result, and as the culmination of Herod’s sin, Herod beheads John at a dinner party and presents John’s head to his step-daughter on a platter.  The account is as grotesque as any story of Caligula, and Matthew ends it by saying, “John’s disciples came and took the body and buried it; then they went and told Jesus.”

We can’t understand today’s Gospel passage apart from the story of John the Baptist’s death.  The shocking news of John’s gruesome murder, just received by Jesus and the disciples, is why, Matthew tells us, Jesus at this moment needs time alone.  John is Jesus’ cousin and probably his first teacher.  John is as close to Jesus as anyone, and John’s death—brought about by his fidelity to God—affects Jesus deeply.  So, Jesus goes up a mountain to pray and grieve, and he sends the Twelve ahead of him on a boat across the Sea of Galilee.

Undoubtedly, John the Baptist’s murder at the hands of Herod is the disciples’ topic of conversation, too.  Until the news of John’s death reached them, the disciples had a sense of invincibility.  Everywhere they’ve gone, demons, disease, and doubters have fled in their presence.[ii] Everything about the disciples’ experience so far has seemed charmed, as if playing superhero or some fantasy game.  But now, suddenly, the game has become all too real.  Though John the Baptist is a well-known and prominent figure, regarded as a sort of mystical prophet by the masses, Herod blithely dispatches him as bloodlusty entertainment.  The disciples know that if it can happen to John the Baptist, it can easily happen to them. 

Rembrandt’s Beheading of John the Baptist

All night the Twelve stay awake, their senses newly abraded and raw at the reality of the risk they have taken by following Jesus.  As if in a gothic novel, the weather outside mimics their inner disposition.  Wind and wave buffet their boat.  Rain lashes the sail.  Thunder and lightning crack through the darkness.  And it is then that they look out and see Jesus walking toward them on the water.  When they see him, the disciples cry out in fear. 

Matthew suggests the Twelve are afraid because they think Jesus might be a ghost, but I don’t think so.  They’ve been cloistered together for hours talking about John’s brutal death and the mortal danger following Jesus puts them in.  Their emotions are pitching and rolling along with the waves.  They’re having doubts and likely weighing their options.  And then Jesus appears off the bow.  A ghost would have been less frightening.  Ghosts are apparitions.  Ghosts can’t do harm.  Following Jesus, on the other hand, can be deadly.

So, here we are, at the heart of the story.  The disciples are cloistered in the boat, huddled in what they hope is safety from the violent world outside.  Jesus stands in the midst of the lightning, the wind, and the waves.  Were this on television, the scene would cut to commercial, leaving us with a cliffhanger.  What will happen next?

The disciples are at a pivot point in their relationship with Jesus.  They have to decide whether the Gospel, which could get them killed, is truly Good News.  They have to decide whether they’ll stay huddled on the boat or brave the potentially drowning waves with Jesus. And so do we.  That’s the ultimate truth of this narrative.

We, like the Twelve, are drawn to Jesus.  Otherwise, we wouldn’t be here.  But deep down, we don’t imagine that following Jesus has real or dangerous consequences.  Discipleship, we believe, involves no risk.  We believe we are as safe as the four friends on The Big Bang Theory, playing their various games.

But it isn’t so.  Following Jesus involves enormous risk.  We live in a world of increasing violence, suspicion, dehumanization of those who are the most vulnerable, and sneering disregard across the board for those with differing principles or heartfelt beliefs.  Jesus’s wide arms of grace have something to say about each of these things, and the followers of Jesus have a witness to make in the world.  We are called, in circumstances minor and extreme, to be agents of grace, insistent purveyors of love, the very hands and feet of Jesus.  Discipleship doesn’t occur only on placid seas.  Discipleship requires that we follow Jesus even when thunder booms, waves roll, and winds knock us sideways, when following the Way of Jesus puts us at risk in our society, among strangers, family, and friends.

In today’s Gospel text, eleven men stay on the boat.  They are, at least at this point in Matthew, worse than those who would debate and challenge Jesus.  At least the challengers stick their necks out and take a stand.  These eleven so-called disciples avoid all risk and make a game of following Jesus, huddling on the boat as if the waves aren’t there.

Eleven men stay on the boat, but one man takes enormous and, to the world, foolhardy risk and steps out into the wide ocean.  First, Peter calls Jesus “Lord” for the very first time in Matthew’s Gospel.  It is a title for a superior from an inferior, like calling someone “sir,” and it matters here because Peter is finally acknowledging in his apprehension, weakness, and fear, that Jesus has power he (Peter) does not have, and that Peter needs Jesus in order to chart choppy waters. 

Jesus beckons Peter to him, and notice what happens next: So long as Peter looks at Jesus as the center of his attention, Peter, too, walks on water.  But as soon as Peter’s attention is averted instead to the wind and waves, Peter begins to sink.  Peter then cries out in fear, but his cry is different than the earlier cry of the Twelve on the boat.  Peter’s cry is the call for help of one who has stepped out in faith to follow Jesus, and Matthew tells us, “Immediately, Jesus reached out his hand and caught him.”  Yes, Jesus then asks Peter, “Why did you doubt?” but Jesus is not castigating Peter.  That’s a poor reading.  Rather, Jesus is saying, “Peter, you were doing it!  You were in the chop, and you were staying above the abyss!  Next time just don’t take your eyes off me.”  And after witnessing all of this, all the disciples no longer call Jesus merely Lord.  They all look upon Jesus in wonder and say, “You are the Son of God!”  Not because Jesus walked on water, but because he empowered Peter to do so, too.         

How deep runs our faith?  Where are we willing to follow Jesus? Is discipleship a game with no consequences or is it the most important thing in the world to us, encouraging us to take risks to proclaim and embody God’s grace for all people.  If we will step out of the boat; if we will recognize the Son of God who beckons us forward; if we will keep our eyes on Jesus, then even when the waves begin to swamp us, we will find the sturdy hand of God reaching out to catch us with power, and in love.


[i] Matthew 14:1-12

[ii]  Except in Matthew 13:54-58 when they visit Nazareth, where Jesus’ petty neighbors grumble about the local boy made good.